Welcome to the... 
               Journal of a Modern Day Avatar...

.
A Spiritual Haven for All People and for All Times! 
.
Avatar Awakenings...

"There is the problem among of how to reconcile the claims of avatarhood of the guru or master with their human qualities, especially when they are young.  The idea seems universally to be that these beings are born avataric but have  a sort of veil that conceils the divine quality at first. Then there is usually some sort of touch or awakening.

According to his followers, Meher Baba was an avatar whose human characteristics were a mere veil until his divinity was unveiled by being kissed on the forehead by Hazrat Babajan. Similar claims of avataric awakening have been made by other gurus. Sathya Sai Baba supposedly spontaneously realised his avatarhood when he was 12. Before then he was like a normal boy.  Da Free John (Adidam) lived a normal life as Franklin Jones, and having attained realisation he never claimed to be an avatar. Afterwards he did (and does) and he and his followers claim he was "born enlightened" but had to go thru the state of normal ignorance before (re)attaining it.  This may be based on the Mahayanist position regarding Gautama Buddha - as a bodhisattva he was already enlightened, but had to go through the play of searching for enlightenment etc as a way of teaching by example, a "Skillful Means" (Upaya)." 
Taken from http://www.kheper.net/topics/gurus/avatar.html.


Copyright 2010 Mystic Tiger Ashram/Sharon R. Stone 
All Rights Reserved. No part of this site in whole or in part may be copied.without written permission of the administrator. 
Early twenties...
Swami was very active in her singles group at the Christian church she attended, but after a time something disturbing seemed to happen....the bible was triggering something deep within her, something that she did not understand, she became haunted by virtue itself, it would seem. The voice returned from her youth and began speaking rather casually to her while out at church activities, and pretty much all of the time. The voice, she presumed was God, based upon the content of it. She was being shown the hypocrisy in her church going peer-group. Her attention would continually be drawn away to others conversations and their content - against Swami's will. She felt disturbed by it. She felt like a spy. The inner voice was assessing the spiritually bankrupt nature of the conversations. This caused Swami much distress; one) because she did not want to be privy to the failed value system in others, and two) because she felt the pain in her own heart for those who were being gossiped about in those conversations and powerless to do anything about it, because she could not stop their minds from thinking the judgment betrayals of 'friends'. Swami on occasion would speak up and defend those not present to defend themselves from these subtle slanders at church going activities, that they had failed to 'attend' and so now are gossiped about in their own absence. 

Swami endured this for about a year more, then felt called away to another church. Before leaving though, Swami was unwillingly 'led' to a single's retreat, as she did not wish to go, but as usual, she was obedient to the call of spirit in her life. As per tradition, there was an altar call at Saturday night service, where surprisingly, all of those who had been gossiping and slandering their friends over the last few years were praying and crying in repentance of their deeds to the song 'Just As I  Am'. Swami, while witnessing this miracle - in her eyes, began to shake and quake in her seat and that old voice told her to stand up and say.. "I (God) AM pleased at your 'repentance' because there has been NO love here for so long! God is pleased!". Swami, being unwillingly possessed by the Holy Spirit, stood up, (after putting up quite a physical battle to remain seated, wondering if anyone witnessed her struggle) and spoke to the group in a booming voice - that mimicked the one in her head, and as the room stopped in shock and horror and watched her, she began wondering why she would be manipulated in such a way by God. While feeling a great deal of embarrassment, she met eyes with the minister of the singles group, and he appeared to be very, very angry. That is when she realized that the message was for him and him alone. She did not like this job, at all. She never wanted to do that ever again, but it was not up to her...

The Tulips: One very strange year in the Spring of 1988/89...
Swami had been living with her husband of 8 months in Kansas and they had procured a home. The night before Swami and her husband were admiring the new tulips that had just bloomed that day. Swami was very happy about having flowers because her mother did not have an inclination to plant at her family home growing up. Swami loved tulips back then.....the question in modern day life with the Swami though, is - why did she love them? There is never a wasted event in Swami's life. If she notices something, anything - there is some reason from her divine connection. Very few times does Swami do anything that is not divinely motivated whether she realizes it at the time or not. She has come to that conclusion that Spirit lives fully inhabiting her body and does what IT wills without too much concern for her own wishes. Every like or dislike,  object, person or event that grabs her attention is a total and complete manipulation from the divine, to get her to do the next 'thing' or 'job' to say the next 'phrase' to some unsuspecting soul. Getting back to the tulips now...The beautiful Spring day that Swami had come home from work something very bizarre happened. She was in a very happy mood to be at her first home from work and looking at her tulips once again. But, when she had approached the house in her car and pulled into the driveway Spirit directed her attention to a child sitting in the front yard of a house to the north which had been vacant before. A little boy was sitting in high grass, she thought that a little bit odd BECAUSE he caught her attention, But, the new tenants could not have had the opportunity to mow the lawn yet. Swami could only make out the boy's head and shoulders as the grass was about two feet tall. Grass grows very quickly with the spring rain but, it seemed to have sprung up seemingly overnight.the reason she felt disturbed was that she had been 'prompted' to look - as if by an outside force, in the same manner that spirit directed her attention in the singles group years before....and that could only mean one thing....that she was being called into 'action' once again. 

Swami did not know why she 'noticed' the boy at all as he had no part of her 'agenda' for the afternoon. It seemed odd that he took so much of her attention. All at once it happened.....her foot struck the bottom concrete step of her new small bungalow.....it had been redone to amazing splendor by one of the previous occupants (an architect)....she heard a boom echo down the street as her foot landed on the step (impossible she thought)......then the voice, a booming voice in her head but not yet loud, spoke..."Tell that little boy NOT to cut the heads off of your tulips!" Woah...there she thought.....she had not heard that 'annoying voice' in years....what does it want me to do now? She thought back to the voice simply "NO, I will not make a fool of myself for you with a new neighbor - no less - someone whom I cannot 'get away from' after some 'crazy prophecy' falls out of my 'unwilling' mouth! I will be the laughing stalk, of the neighborhood!" So there,she thought - screw him! She thought that it was settled.....but it is never settled with him, not really.....just delayed. She took another step....nothing...she took another step....BOOM went the sound in her mind......"TELL THAT LITTLE BOY NOT TO CUT THE HEADS OFF OF YOUR TULIPS!!!" Now she was a bit scared. She knew this voice intimately though she did not know why....before the singles retreat incident she had no recollection of it......It sounded like her dad was screaming at her and being stern or bossy. So, she wasn't all that frightened. She quietly looked at the boy again and in her thoughts spoke a quiet but defiant resolute "No".

Swami walked into the house then....happy to be home but seeing the future as she tended to do in her spare time - but this time she pushed away the visions in her mind. She went down into the master suite of the house and walked over to her cedar closet to retrieve some blue jeans - she loved 501's then. As she was putting them on - it could not have been a longer duration of time than 2-3 minutes TOPS! She heard a rapping on the all glass front storm-door upstairs......panic began circulating through her veins in the way of adrenaline.....her heart was pounding as she mounted the stairs trying to get her pants fastened before anyone could see that she was still getting dressed.....she mounted all of the stairs and turned to look out of the storm door......a little boy was standing there......looking morose...."oh, no" she thought...HE ACTUALLY DID IT! But, she knew that he would. As she approached the door with trepidation she looked around the left edge and saw the mother, standing there, holding the 'heads' of the tulips in her hands.....Swami KNEW what she would say before she said it. (BOWL OF WATER?!!!). The woman apologetically said, "I am so sorry, my son wanted to give me flowers.....I have spanked him three times...(Not enough Swami thought) I have heard that you can put them in a bowl of water to make them last longer...". Trite, Swami thought, but she knew that she was only angry with herself and could only 'blame' herself...she had been thoroughly warned and had nothing to complain about aside from just being God's bitch. After all, it wasn't like she was being 'told' to take out the garbage or do the dishes....but maybe that is all it is  - just on a much larger scale... 

Swami was stunned....she went out onto the taupe colored porch to peruse the damage and saw one tulip remained under a young umbrella tree that the child had missed...it was red in color. She felt sad, so sad that she had not listened to that voice....she should have known better she thought, her rebellion was not admissible in this life, and maybe in NO life. She felt like Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane sweating drops of blood and wishing for his 'cup' to pass from him, as well, because it never ends well for people like us - who follow God.

Swami was sorely vexed - she began to understand much more fully what she said to the devil at the age of eight...."I am not my own".....In otherwords....she was not going to be enjoying this life by any stretch, she was a servant and a servant alone... and even small 'enjoyments' such as first-time flowers were a luxury that she would not experience here on this plane of existence. She wished for it to be over, but knew that there was a very long road ahead...

The next year rolled around and a thought occurred to Swami at the time the tulips would show themselves once again. She sat out on the porch at night looking at the ground where her husband had begged her to mow the decapitated tulips down the year before because they were not going to repair themselves and the whole stems that were left behind were becoming so sad. (She had looked at the damage for nearly three weeks wishing that she could go back in time, but not knowing how...) She had a 'knowing', a foretelling in her mind....they were not coming back this year either...because they were cursed and now she was cursed because she did not listen. God would show her no mercy this time..

The next day Swami came home from work and heard the voice in her head once again with an edict to her, admonishing her once more because maybe she could possibly forget the pain of the former year..."Just to show you that you should NEVER disobey me again your tulips will grow, but will not possess the tops, except for the one untouched by the boy, under the umbrella tree, that one will be whole and untampered with....I know that you think this impossible, it will be a miracle....but you must understand the reason why disobedience is not going to be tolerated here. You are needed to listen and obey in times to come. You are being 'groomed' to do the job that you came here to do. THIS WAS A TEST AND YOU FAILED!"  Swami knew this was going to happen, and that it was true - she had already 'seen' it. She has always believed in what others call miracles. The flowers were perennials and the only way the heads would not be included in the blooming of them would be due to an act of God. She felt sad again....she missed her flowers, she vowed to never forget the tulips again. She realized then that God had not forgotten her or 'let her go', but that she had been given a long hiatus and the time for much more pain and the feelings of being 'ostracized' still lay ahead.

The tulips did grow, they grew for two-three weeks,but as promised by the 'voice' they did not produce a top. And as per the year before her husband once again begged her to let him to mow them down (except for the one under the umbrella tree which was still whole and untouched) due to the fact that they had NO heads. In place of the buds which should have been on top of the tulips there was a shriveled stem, just like the year before weeks after they had been cut off - and where the flowers had attempted to heal themselves. Her husband had to eventually dig them up that year so that they would never feel the pain again of not growing whole. Swami felt guilty and mourned the flowers obvious angst at being deformed. Nothing in that space ever grew normally again as it seemed that God had cursed the very ground.
Swami Ramaraaja Stone's 
life- long goal...
has been to achieve an empowered and yet comforting presence like 'the Buddha of Compassion' mixed with the mystical understandings of the Hindu Yogis and the mysticism/teachings of Jesus Christ. Her quote below is a similar rendition of the Dali Lama's some decades ago and is as follows...

"I will Liberate those not Liberated, I will release those not released, I will relieve those un-relieved and set living beings in Nirvana. I am like the reflection of the moon on water. When you see me attempting to live in integrity and my own personal truth, you see yourself." 

Swami Ramaraaja Stone 
Translation: Sharon Renee' Stone 
= Royal Reborn Parvati
More on bio and 'about' us page/history...

Swami Stone studied from Yogi Master Elinore Hill of the Theosophical Society in Corona California 1996 until her death in 2003. Upon being released from studies in 1998 due to personal mastery gained in her lifelong studies of religion, meditation and now in yogi philosophy, Hill encouraged Swami Stone teach. Stone became a teacher of yogi philosophy and theosophy at this time. At Hill's behest, as well as her own life-long calling, Swami Stone dedicated herself to a path of self realization. She knew that nothing else would satisfy her longing of full union with the divine. Hill had recognized that Ramaraaja had achieved cosmic consciousness, God consciousness and other states of mastery before and over the time of her very rigorous training with Hill. Swami Stone then took a yogi name (Rama Raj Kumari for Sharon) and began writing the Alchemist Newsletter which has now become ‘Going Clear, Doorway to the Divine’, 2009 (Amazon). See more under Founder Biography.

In her studies Stone covered the materials of Yogi Ramacharaka and other writers who were also descendants of the school of thought provided by Theosophy. Other studies included but were not limited to Joseph Campbell, and Deepak Chopra’s many works. She has been teaching yogi philosophy as well as her own methods of clearing the mind of excess chatter for over 14 years.
Yoga Master Elinore Hill, studied from teachers in the Theosophical Society also. She was a student of Pastor/Rev. Davis of San Diego California for many many years.

History of the Theosophical Society which began in 1846…
In 1846, Modern Spiritualism had it beginnings in the United States in New York. The Spiritualism movement had been in Europe before the coming to the United States. The Theosophical Society, founded by Madam Elena Petrovna Blavatsky in 1875, furthered the spread of Spiritualism.
The history of Spiritualism in San Diego began in the Point Loma area in 1881. It was in that year that the group of wives of Portuguese fishermen began holding regular prayer meetings and meditation groups in their homes. There was aThe group continue to grow and formally organized in 1885. According to records, it was formed for religious social and benevolent purposes. The organization was called "The First Spiritual Society." Monumental Hall, located above Marstons, on Sixth Street in San Diego, was the first formal meeting place.
In 1886, the incorporation papers were filed with the city clerk. The object, as it was announced, was "not for pecuniary advantage or gain, but for advancement of truth, right and freedom of conscious and progress." Its organizers were prominent spiritualists in San Diego.
In the same year, the meeting place was changed to LaFayette Hall on Fifth Street in downtown San Diego. By this time, there was also children's lyceum. The women's auxiliary was called "The Busy Bee."
In October of 1898, Mrs. Leo Prior of Salem Oregon, and the late professor of the Spiritualist Church in Atlanta Georgia, became the pastor. The following year, 1899, Mrs. Abby Sheets of Grand Lodge Michigan became the pastor of the church. That year the fifty-first anniversary of Spiritualism was celebrated.
Mrs. Hildred followed Mrs. Sheets as pastor. She was pastor for eighteen years.
In 1902, Captain Henry F. Fellows, in his will, bequeathed two thousand dollars to the First Spiritual Society. He had been a long-time member of the society. After much litigation, the Spiritual Society received the money. The money was applied toward the purchase of a piece of property north of the B Street School at 1240 Seventh Avenue in San Diego.
On March 29, 1903, the cornerstone of the new Spiritualist Temple was laid during the impressive ceremony.

When completed, the Spiritualist Temple had two stories. The first story had an assembly hall and a recreation room on either side of the hall. There were also a library, kitchen and reception room on the first floor. This floor was opened to the public in September 1903.
The second floor auditorium was dedicated in March of 1904. The opening coincided with the fifty-seventh year of spiritualism in the United States. The entire building cost about six thousand dollars.
The money to build the temple was raised in the variety of ways. Some came as gifts, other from bazaars held by the Busy Bees. Concerts were also held as fund raisers.

The Spiritual Society continued to meet in the Seventh Street Temple until 1950. At the same time, the Seventh Street Property was sold and a Christian Science Reading Room located on Forty-Second Street in San Diego was purchased. Pastor Emily Davis had not really planned on moving the church at this time, but opportunity surprisingly presented itself. The full price of the property was paid in cash so there were no debts when the church was moved. The First Spiritualist Church has been there since that time.

Pastor Davis stated that during the World War II the building had been a nylon factory before becoming a Christian Science Reading Room. She chose this site for two main reasons. One was that it was out of the main stream of business and the other was because of the high amount of psychic energy located there. (It is a psychic pressure point.) Today it is no longer out of the main steam of traffic, but the energy remains constantly high.

In 1930, The First Spiritual Society changed their name to the First Spiritualist Church. This was also the year the First Spiritualist Church celebrated its sixty-fifth anniversary.
The Spiritualist Church belonged to several different Spiritualist Societies since its inception. The National Spiritualist Association which later became the National Spiritualist Association of Churches was one of the earliest associations to which the First Spiritualist Church belonged. The church was also a member of the California Branch, C.S.S.A. The church left this organization in 1934.Pastor Emily Davis was on the Supreme Council of the Federation of Spiritualist Churches to which the church belonged during the pastorship. She attended annual meetings of the society.

Until 1944, there was a strict dress code for the platform workers (Message Bearers as they were called then). Women were required to wear long dresses and men wore suits and ties.
During Reverend Emily Davis' pastorship, 1950-1975, classes were not allowed to be held in the church building. Both she and Reverend Roberta Johnson, Pastor from 1976-1980, held classes at their homes as well as in the recreation hall in the Landis Park located a short distance from the church.
At this time, also, in order to attend classes, one had to be appointed to do so. The classes were not open as they are now. When Reverend Roberta Johnson became the pastor, some classes were partially opened, but most still remained closed to the general congregation.

Now classes are now held in Johnson Hall which was built in 1977. Johnson Hall on the church property and was built, for the most part, by the members of the church. When completed, the building was dedicated to Pastor Roberta Johnson. The library was dedicated to Pastor Emily Davis.
After Pastor Roberta's death, Reverend Barbara Kline became the pastor late in 1980. When she resigned in 1989, Reverend James Smith was elected by the board to be a pastor. Work commitments caused him to resign in October of 1992. Reverend Billie Baker became an acting pastor until the board elected Reverend Pearl Filgo in January of 1993. After Rev. Pearl Filgo resigned in 1993, Rev. Janelva Young was the Pastor from 1995 to 2001. Rev. Debra Feldman was Pastor from January 2001 to December 2004. Rev. Doris Horvath has been Pastor since December 2004.
The purpose of spiritualism is to promote the continuity of life. As early as 1899, when Mrs. Eldred taught courses in the occult sciences, the classes have reflected this purpose.
References: 
First Spiritualist Church, 2010. History of First Spiritualist Church. Retrieved on November 5th, 2010 from: http://www.1st-spiritualistchurch.org/history.html
Tattoos over Swami Stone's 
hands means...

Over the two hands it states...."Healing for the sake of Great Lord Shiva (God), willingly motivated by Love". The symbols above the sentence in Sanskrit is 'in the presence of monks' and the lines going up are 'the straight narrow spiritual path' on each hand and each foot. On Swami Stone's feet there is a declaration of 'treading in the footsteps' of the same, so in these final tattoos on her hands she is declaring to the world that she is here for the purpose of 'healing those' whom she comes into contact with who desire or require it in order to fulfill their life purpose or to be able to live their lives fully, joyfully and happily.

The word 'God' here applies to the 'one God' or 'Lord' of all creation and is non specific of any religion or creed. The word or description 'Shiva' is used here because in the Hindu faith the 'relationship' between God and man is indicative of a 'marriage' and a sacred union or 'yoking' which is the meaning of the word 'Yoga'. A 'Yogi' or a 'Yogini' are the partner of 'God' or 'Lord' and explains why yogi's are very devout in their path of Spirituality because they view themselves as being in a 'union' with God or Lord like unto a 'marriage'.
Over Swami Stone's two feet it states...."Treading in the footsteps of Great Lord Shiva (God), willingly motivated by Love". The symbols above the sentence in Sanskrit is 'in the presence of monks' and the lines going up are 'the straight narrow spiritual path' on each hand and each foot. By 'treading in the footsteps' of the beloved or 'God' Swami Stone has completely yeilded her physical body, mind or mental faculties and spiritual vital force or soul to the path of fulfilling God's will or leadings throughout her life while walking on this earth. This is indicative of the calling of becoming a 'Swami', though She has been on this path in varying degrees since the age of eight when she was given a 'vision' that she was here on earth for that purpose alone.
Tattoo on Swami Stone's Bicep means...

Sanskrit writing which says "Doorway to the all pervading presence of God on Earth right now". This tattoo's meaning was the driving inspiration of Swami Ramaraaja's book 'Going Clear, Doorway to the Divine' 2009. According to Swami Stone, we are all potential 'doorways' to the spirit of God to minister to one another here on earth when we clear away mind clutter, depression, anxiety and by finding our true calling in life or 'dharma'. We can become a vessel for the spirit of God's indwelling power and perfection based upon many different religious texts including that of Christianity or of Jesus Christ teachings.

Swami Stone, a Yogini, has chosen to be the embodiment of Parvati of the Hindu faith (The word 'Stone' means 'Parvati in Sanskrit), the wife of Shiva who can also be defined as the one main 'God' or 'Lord' indicative in all religions, though they may go by many different names. In the Christian text (Bible) the Church is considered the 'bride' of Christ and through a relationship with God each person enters into a spiritual marriage by being born again. 

The name Shiva simply means 'God' or 'Lord'. Swami Stone believes that we as human beings can be devoted to God, the Mother God or the Lord through a spiritual marriage and still be in relationships with others though the main commitment and life is dedicated to God. Swami Stone has been a devotee of God since before she was eight years of age. (Going Clear, Doorway to the Divine', 2009, Stone/SR).
Lastly...
It is suspected that Swami Stone may possibly be connected to prophecies of Matreya and other avatars from various traditions including those with theosophical leanings. It is suspected that she is an incarnation of Durga, Bhavani or Parvati and also others. She is a theosophical society descendent and her teacher was a descendent of Rev. Emily Davis going back to Madame P. Blavatsky and Yogi Ramacharaka (the first one from India). She also has strange and detailed synchronicities with the prophecy of the Hindu Avatar Kalki including her birth time as well. She has also been suspected of being somehow related to Michael, Jesus and and others....

Due to the unusual and down right bizarre nature of her life experience, inner 'knowing's' (which she could not possibly know by education or worldly exposure at such a young age), absolute 'nature' of her 'spirit', modern 'prophecies' given to her or about her since 1996 through 2009 from various individuals having no knowledge of one another which have stated that she is both a modern day Avatar and prophet as well as an ascended master from Sirius 'B' (one of twelve who have come to anchor the light during the ascension into the fifth world and through the pole shift) and others from completely unrelated and diverse individuals.

There are also other anomalies: her visions since childhood, Cosmic Consciousness and mystical experiences at such a young age, stories of her life, and just the blatant authority and content she produces when speaking. Swami experienced adult Cosmic Consciousness as well at the age of 33, including experiences where she would feel very, very tiny and then expand out to a giant. She also has experienced both God Consciousness and Universal Consciousness in 1996. Swami has done many miracles that she does not speak of much due to the sheer lack of belief of those who have heard them, though similar miracles are common among priests and holy people the world over. She is not interested in casting pearls before swine.

Her Yogi teacher told her that she was a member of the Great White Brotherhood of light in 1996 and also that she honestly could not figure out what Swami was and that it bothered her not to be able to 'pin Swami down' with a more specific definition. The sheer coincidence and correlation of  data  which both exist and concur in such an synchronistic way can simply no longer be ignored.

***********************************
When Swami was eight years old she was visited by pure evil...She felt the evil as a crushing, thick black force that is so strong it could have obliterated a lesser soul. After feeling this evil and resisting it's curiosity, while understanding who and what it was from past experience, she met with the Devil, fallen Angel or Anti-Christ. He/It tried to convince her through threatening her life that she should chose to help him on earth at this time. She said no. Not only did she say no, but she told him that she was unable to, due to her 'mission' and contract which she had to fulfill and that she HAD NO CHOICE in the matter. He continued to threaten her by showing her how she would die a very painful and bloody death and Swami remained resolute and welcomed her death, so he left her alone. She had company then...her Angels who were protecting her. Michael and the other Arch Angels have always been with her since birth. She has never been alone or felt alone except for her 'dark night' written about in her bio. She did not take his threat as personal, rather, she felt sorry for him. He is alone and he is done, and he knows it, but he is playing his part very well and will not quit either. Her need to finish this is greater than her compassion for him and his failed plans. He is like the 'pig pen' character in Charlie Brown cursed with the aura of absolute and formidable crushing blackness and unable to escape it himself. He is the underdog at this point as the end of his time is nigh. There is no judgment from Swami for him as he has already been judged by God. Swami highly recommends that no one of merit get involved with him/selfishness/greed/murder/hate/addictions as they could not possibly handle the level of evil that wafts off of him in crushing waves of merciless pain. You cannot even imagine in a thousand scary movies what that kind of evil feels like, it is like being murdered and watching your loved ones being murdered every moment that you are next to it until it goes away. If it visits you call out the name of Michael, Jesus or even Swami's name as she is dealing with him on a regular basis right now - imagine your body and home wrapped in love/agape/compassion and bliss - meditate on and see Arch angel Michael, Jesus as well as Swami's (All of them) arms around you and the Devil will flee. Do not be enticed by fear - it is not sexy, it is not fun - DON'T BE STUPID - you would regret it.

Swami is aware that the time of change is drawing near because the Devil has been returning to her to get her to change her mind, but she cannot. They are old adversaries and know one another. This is a movie that has already played out. This is in the annals of time and we are just finishing what has already been done. Swami is not going to stop until she is finished and the people all play their parts, including the Devil (or master of all Ego nature on earth)he is not proud of it either as it is the job he got stuck with. He is practically 'embarrassed' at how people in their selfish, racist, gossipy, mean, non-cooperative, jerk EGOS make him look too. If you are SPIRITUAL - then PRACTICE IT FINALLY - privately - as you are just feeding EVIL with your TRITE rebellions. You look stupid, we all see it, no one RESPECTS YOU - not even your own families! We all need to do our jobs and not shirk our duties. Swami is more tired than anyone at this point but will not quit, as she cannot.

As the end time comes nearer to each of us, Swami is resolute still to help as many who will to become enlightened and enlivened, to WAKE UP, before they cannot wake up as choices will be made for them. Problem with 'going along with the crowd is that sometimes the crowd is a herd of cattle going over a cliff.' 'Group think' IS DOING NOTHING FOR YOU!!! GROUP THINK IS HOLDING YOU AWAY FROM YOUR OWN DIVINE NATURE. GROUP THINK IS CAUSING YOU TO LIE TO OTHERS AND YOURSELF DAILY CAUSING YOU TO BE DEPRESSED AND NEED MEDICATION TO GET THROUGH THE DAYS AND NIGHTS. How is that working for you? When you are tired of your old life and weary of younon-working 'PLANS', then come to Swami, (Jesus, Allah, Krishna, Shiva, Bhavani, Parvati) or whomever you feel akin tothey can help to direct you back to God and YOURSELF. No RELIGION or DOGMA NECESSARY!!! Just YOU and GOD. 
"Be brave as evil cannot touch an one who has 
their faces turned toward the divine". Swami RamaraajaStone

Peace and many blessings, Mystic Tiger Ashram

More information below on Avatars...

"The Avatar comes to this world with a particular mission which is the main objective of the Avatar called Avatara Nokkam. The Avatar preaches many things and waits for the time to fulfill the main objective. In the meantime other things required for the fulfillment of the main objective are completed. Such things as the training of various cadre of people to perform and complete the main objectives are done step by step without overruling the Theory of Karma as far as possible. During this period some of the minor objectives are also carried out and completed. As soon as the main objective is completed the Avatar goes back to the kingdom of God that is Sukshma world, in the predetermined way".

"...The superconscious state is attained only in absolute samadhi and by cessation of all bodily functions. Normally, there is no return from this state. A person who goes into the superconscious state remains in that state for about twenty-one days and then passes away. However, a few who are destined to teach mankind return to the ordinary plane of consciousness by keeping a trace of egoism, without which corporeal existence is impossible. The Avatars cherish a few desires for the betterment of the world. By taking hold of this and through the special divine grace of Adhiparasakthi, they come down from the superconscious state to the conscious state.

Incarnations are always conscious of their own divinity. They know it from the moment of their birth. They assume human form and human limitations for a particular period of time in order to teach us. In reality they are never limited. They are ever free but appear to be limited to the eyes of ordinary human beings.

From their very birth, the Avatars are knowers of Brahman, the Divine Mother. It should be noted that there is no difference at all between Brahman and the knower of Brahman, "He who knows the Brahman becomes the Brahman" — Mundaka Upanisad. The Atman or Brahman cannot be known by the mind because it is itself the knower. Therefore, man's relative knowledge reaches only up to Avatars, who are always established in Atman or Brahman. The highest ideal of Adhiparasakthi that the human mind can perceive or grasp is the Avatar. Beyond this there is no relative knowledge. Such knowers of Adhiparasakthi or Brahman are rarely born in the world and very few people can identify and understand them. Attainment of knowledge of Adhiparasakthi is the highest object of life. By deep devotion to the Avatars, who are world teachers, that knowledge will manifest itself in time."

Om Shakti Spiritual Movement"
Taken from: http://adishakti.org/prophecies/what_is_an_avatar.htm
Swami Stone's
Hand Tattoos...


Prophets and Avatar(a)s...

Prophets and avatars's, until they are clear enough to embrace that virtually impossible seeming task, do not become fully aware of that truth, until they are ready to go to work. Though there are shades of understanding and moments of real and lasting clarity that feed them clues to that inevitable reality over the course of their lifetime. These clues can serve to bring the avatar comfort, but can also cause great confusion - as when they look around the world, they see no one else who is like them. They are the outcasts of the future, and deep down within themselves, they are aware of that.

This journal belongs to Swami Ramaraaja Stone (Sharon R Stone, BS, DD, VHT, RMT) of the Mystic tiger Ashram and are just a few events which have continued to drive her on her path for the continued healing of mankind. 

Swami Stone's Childhood...
Swami Stone had a profound vision at the age of eight that she was here on earth to serve mankind for the good of all. She was shown that she was not here for any other reason than that. In this vision the devil had threatened to take her life if she would not help him, but she would not concede, and made herself ready to face her death at that time. Many times throughout her childhood, she was called upon by her innate knowing and sense of rightness, to speak out against friends, brother, sisters and mother whenever they did things which lacked integrity. Many times she was punished and bullied for being 'mouthy' and stating facts of the rightness or wrongness in the behavior or speech of others knowing that she would suffer the consequences for such boldness. Her mother would seek her advice on parenting and finances on a regular basis., even making decisions for her other siblings based upon Swami's wise reasoning abilities. 

By the age of twelve she demanded to be sent to private Christian schools or, she vowed, to never return to school again, she meant it, and her mother knew it. She seemed driven by an internal motor to study what the earth could offer to her in the way of Divinity studies. She  desired to learn about spiritual things in a peace-filled and religious academic environment. She wanted to feel near to God and Spirit every day of her life. She lived to go to school and study religion and craved surroundings that she had never experienced in this life - to live in a monastery. She abhorred the use of drugs,  dysfunctional behavior and fighting and could not tolerate being around them.
When she was twelve and on the verge of becoming baptized in the Nazarene church, her mother had asked her to go the altar and accept Jesus as her personal savior. Swami became very thoughtful and became curious as to why her mother would be asking her this request. They were at a Sunday evening altar call and the choir was singing 'Just As I Am'. Swami had been very much enjoying the service and was very comforted by alter calls and people praying and crying in repentance of deeds done not proud of, and that particular lovely song. She was lightly pulled out of her trance-like observation of those at the altar praying, when her mother presented the question as if she was offering her a chocolate. The voice in Swami's head responded in sync with her own mental voice in unison this time -and said "Oh".....(with a touch of surprise while turning to look into her mother's face and nodding to herself - still entranced by the music and noting the lack of recognition in her mother's eyes - realizing that her mother had never really 'seen' her)..."she doesn't know who I am, I don't need to do that". Then turned her head back to the service with the same entranced expression, forgetting that thought until later in her life when it would come back to haunt her time and again while teaching others. Later on, to bring her mother comfort she would go to the altar and go through the motions of accepting Jesus, but still could not begin to shake the already comforting fact that Jesus, the master, had been with her since birth, or since she had 'arrived', making her sacrifice at the altar, a lie. She felt that she had betrayed God upon trying to get 'saved' and decided that living authentically, was preferable to - 'fitting in' to what the crowd saw as necessary. She felt that she had broken some trust between her self and her father, while calling him a liar, she felt repentant, like Peter after betraying Jesus.She was not like other people and she knew that, but understood the painful truth that had anyone known, she would be made to feel as if she were bad, by the religious, and the dogmatic souls who owned those religions. 

Swami studied religion from the age of twelve until graduating from Berean Academy at the age of eighteen. As Swami became older in her early twenties she decided to leave college and became obsessed with reading and studying the bible. She wanted to understand all that Jesus Christ had said and was possessed of the belief that there was a spiritual code hidden within those words that encompassed all of the needed answers in his (supposed) words in red, not only for salvation (?), and the psychology of humanity, but enlightenment as well (though she had no working knowledge of that concept, at that time).

She read and re-read her King James Bible that was a gift from her mother in high school while living at home and going to work and church. She did not quit her search until she wrote the Going Clear methods in 1997, which are ultimately based upon the teachings of Christ (the code) and psychological understandings which she possessed.
I am un-gendered. 
I am not a woman 
or a man.
I am not human.
I am not physical.
I am a living prayer; 
the possibility for 
all souls.

Swami Ramaraaja Stone
Current Day Quotes from Swami Stone...

I have not been here long enough to get too attached and am painfully aware moment to moment that I do not belong - but am a thorn in the side of ignorance.....the ignorant will be happy when I retire.....and so I too. One last big fight, one last big 'push' to enlighten and enliven a planet....and I am too tired too soon....spirit will have to do all and animate my dead body for my soul is old and weary.......

...and spiritual beings wanting to find fault in one another is tiring....and so, so, common. Men need to just leave one another alone mind their wits, before they lose their legs by chasing the wrong 'foe'....we are just the external - for their 'internal' and at least they are 'seeing' it - that phantom - in us.....are their 'gifts'. We will take the stripes and the reproof because we want to help them. If we did not love them we would just quit. People always do the opposite of what you tell them....funny that we have so much control over them but they do not see it.  If you don't laugh you will cry at the sadness of it and the agony and madness that they 'live' unwittingly, daily....we had to do it too once I suppose.

Sweet dreams of blissful union of the worlds lost into one big love explosion!

More below...
SERVICES - COUNSELING, READINGS, ENERGY HEALING
Sharon R. Stone 
BS, DD, VHT, RMT